hi, my name is helen

and i can't spell my middle name correctly, my english middle name! security customs guard w/ his disapproving tone, used his liquid whit out and corrected it for me, all while my mum's gripping my hand underneath the table. i could practically feel the fear of rejection radiating from her body, thru her arm and into my hand... with a slight touch of "you moron" hey, can't argue w/ her on that especially after she had stressed how important it was that i filled out the forms correctly!